Open wound

[datahawk]

I thought I'd begun to heal. I thought the pain had started to subside. Instead, I'm reminded that the wound is still there. The pain at the loss of a friend who will no longer be there. The reminder that someone made a very tragic mistake, taking a life and destroying his own. I may forgive him one day, that day will not be any time soon.

Comments

[fuzzbear.livejournal.com]

You are one of the Strongest people I know.
It's perfectly natural to feel that way right now because you are helpless to change anything that has happened.

[datahawk.livejournal.com]

Thank you hon, that means a lot.

I'm just not used to being one of those people that dwell, or can't get over something.

[fuzzbear.livejournal.com]

Im the same way... it took me almost a year to get over the death of my Friend Rick... hell I think i kept the email that I got from his partner when he told me he passed away.. for a couple years after he died.

[datahawk.livejournal.com]

I kept the text messages I have from him Windy con weekend (the weekend before MFF)